Sunday, November 26, 2017

Well, it seems, I'm in love with my best friend...

 
   This is definitely something like a movie. Very strange, interesting, very odd, delightful even. His name is Chris, we have been great friends since middle school. We are both in our junior year now. It's a very frustrated thing, this feeling. I'm not quite sure how to comprehend it. I've been struggling with what to do for quite some time now. It didn't happen all at once, at all. It started out by telling each other we found the other attractive (I don't know why we got on that topic but it happened). Then, we joked about what it would be like if we liked each other. And to our surprise, it happened. Then we BOTH fell deeper and deeper in love. It's insane. Unfortunately, Chris has a girlfriend. This happened way before we realized the feelings we had. He and I both agreed how shitty it'd be to dump his girlfriend for me. I wouldn't want that. But we both want to be together, and maybe that's wrong, seeing how he's in a relationship. Maybe that's part of the thrill in being in love though, the dangerous side. So here I am, here we both are, waiting. Waiting to be together, it hurts. But I know it'll someday be worth it. I am in love with him. I will wait.
    I even wrote a song about this adventure, go check it out!

I'll be sure to keep updating.