Got my hopes up. I should’ve known! He was way too perfect.... way too good for me. I envy the woman who gets to marry that man. I envy her so much! Why am I so sad? I don’t swear often and certainly not over my blog but FUCK! Hurts a lot. Hate this a lot.
I’ve been in literal constant prayer, asking for help and healing. It hurts. So. Bad.
I’m going to take a break from blogging for a bit, sorry doods.
